Looking Forward.

Life is always full of expectations.Every people will always wonder how their life should be;excitement,happy,memorable,sorrow and even more.Some people like facing obstacles,because they like challenging staff and they have enough confident to do it well.Some people like me,do not.Not that i don't like to take challenges,but the most important thing is that i am really lack of confident.I don't know why.I always wish i will have a wonderful university life,but right now,i am dissatisfied with it.I have seen the true face of my secondary school's friends and also friends in university.It is really disappointing.Pretend to be good to you,isolates you and sometimes didn't even share the information of examination with you.How can i do?I think the best solution is,I depend on myself but i really thankful that I will be able to see the true face of you all.(No offences,this is my own opinion).Last semester of my first year degree,and four more weeks to final,If i do it well I can go overseas to continue EXPECTING my university life.I really wish i will be able to do it.Business law,I must defeat you this irritating and dull subject!AND FIGHT MORE MY IELTS EXAM too!FIGHTING!

"Life is an opportunity,benefit from it.
Life is beauty,admire it.
Life is a dream,realize it.
Life is a challenge,meet it.
Life is a duty,complete it.
Life is a game,play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow,overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, FIGHT for it."

days.

昨天,跟我最爱的一群三仁朋友度过了开心又难忘的三天,我们一起玩一起闹,这种感觉好开心好温暖,只要和你们一起我总是特别的开心和兴奋哈哈~不过我真的不知道什么时候还有这种机会了~再过几个月大家全部各奔东西去追寻自己的大学梦了~聚在一起的机会恐怕真的不多了~哎~时间总是将快乐的过程快速的度过只留下那回忆让我留恋着.再过一个礼拜又要开学了,这次得加倍努力了为了我的梦想-university of melbourne我一定要拼了！我好想念以前在中学的日子大家天天可以见面可惜现在真的很少能再见面了,而我渐渐的开始觉得我已经开始慢慢地跟朋友的话题脱节了.上了大学,开始想了很多，想到了未来,想到了以后的一切,我都一直在告诉自己要加油，我要报答爸爸妈妈和公公还有很多很多，我真的希望我能做到。刚看回了阿惠在我去读书之前打给我的部落格,心里酸了下,在读的过程中，脑海里浮现了很多很多的画面，但是我知道这些只能当做回忆了。哎。不管未来会怎么样，我只希望我关心我爱的朋友能够常联络还有努力的加油读书往更高的旅程碑出发吧。

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hmm....转眼间,在kl已经一个礼拜了,在这里,就比如像是个从乡下来到大城市的人那样,对这个首都并不是有很深的了解,虽然有家在这里,但这里并不是像在自己的家那么简单,随时想驾车就能驾出去，想出去玩就去玩,不用担心下错车站,也不用担心迷路,因为在bp至少有朋友有家人.但在这里,就是另一片康庄大道等着我去走了,我要迈向自己新一个旅程碑出发了,希望自己能够做得更好吧.我想进所好的外国大学,努力读书,以后有钱就拿来孝顺父母.已经很久没有跟兄弟们一起了,真的不知道你们现在过得怎样了...好吗？开心吗？...有些真的很久没联络了,虽然是一个礼拜罢了,但是也觉得好像过了一年这样,还好这里有几个熟悉的朋友在身边,至少不会那么寂寞，孤独.我很想你们！我想念刘培钰,想念三仁的兄弟姐妹们,想念啊惠,想念父母,想念阿公等等.我好想见见你们啊.不见,就永远不会散,因为不见不散,那友谊不见就真的不会散吗？我真的不知道...这是我脑海里永远的一个大问号。

hmmm.Time flies like an arrow,without saying any words,i have already been kl for a week.At here,i am just like a foreigner,feeling unfamiliar in this big city when i first staying at here even though i have a condominium at here.This is not same with my hometown-batu pahat,like i can drive anywhere whenever i want to,or just hanging around with friends and not even worried about i will lost my way.At here,I am afraid that i will lost my way i will be missing my destination and somemore.Worries are eventually running up in my mind,because at least i have my family at there.I am going to start my new life on next tuesday,another new path for me to achieve it,i hope i can do it well and hope that i can study in a university which is well known in abroad,study hard to repay my parents for bringing me up.It has been quite long time since i last saw my buddies,how are u all now?is it fine?is it happy?Although is only a week but i am feeling like a year when i dint see u all.Fortunately,i still have some good friends staying in this complicated city with me LIKE RUI...i am so lucky she still by my side, so that i wont be feeling so lonely so helpless.I miss all of u guys and i miss my family.IF WE DONT MET,WE WONT BE DISMISSED,but how about friendship?Will it be just like what i have said?THIS IS ALWAYS A BIG QUESTION MARK IN MY MIND.

especially for 刘培钰

哈哈~这是我第二次打专属给你的blog了~以前的感觉是很伤心的~不过现在的感觉是很轻松很愉快的~毕竟那感觉已经是存在心里深处了~哈哈~哎呀~对不起啦~我对我做的事说的话说对不起啦~这真的是个人观点不同所产生的一个问题,所以,真的,我用深深的对不起来换你一声原谅,我这个人有时就会这样,看了别人打的东西,有时会误解当中的意思,然后心里那团火就会bomb上来,这个我承认我自己经常都control不到的,对不起啦,可能我说的话是难听点,但至少最后都把这个大谜团解开了不是?哈哈~谢谢你的谅解啦~虽然我知道你原谅我了,不过还是打打一下在满足你心中的那根刺咯~好啦~在bp做工加油努力赚钱,我相信你总有一天一定不必麻烦别人的，只要你心中有那个恒心你就一定会做到,到时可能就是别人要靠你了，哈哈。还有，就是去台湾读书要努力,不管会不会读书,努力出来的成果可能不会是你满意,但是他会是继续推动你的,还有,上大学要懂得察言观色啊,他不在像是中学朋友那样那么单纯,不记仇了,可能你会碰到那种人也说不定啦.总之,要读自己想读的科系,就要全力以赴读到最好,途中可能会有难题,但是不要放弃啊。还有,有时做人积极点,就像你在华中女童军办活动的那种积极态度,遇到问题,不要认为等你有空才慢慢解决,因为计划永远赶不上变化,下一秒的变数可能会更大这是你永远都想象不到的.别人跟你说什么，还是要做什么东西之前,要想远一点,要想这么做了过后会怎样,会伤害到别人还是自己吗？要这么想啊。还有,一个女孩子,不要喝那么多酒,酒的作用是来助兴,当然有带点解忧愁的效果我也不否认啦~不过,女孩子真的不要常喝,对身体不好的,你现在可能不觉得,但是等你以后老的时候你就知道了，要喝酒就喝红酒,不要和啤酒还是色酒,这些都真的没有营养，你自己应该也会懂得啦，只是可能自己没有抗拒罢了，还有,谢谢你的糖果，我会珍藏起来的@@..难得你这个人会送东西给我,我要放进保险箱了哈哈~好啦,就这样吧,做人积极点,努力加油吧,珍重,再见.

利用。

我。不喜欢利用别人,所以自然不喜欢别人利用我。我从来就没说你是个麻烦的人也没说我不希望载你之类的话。我言语上都没惹你生气,你就生气我。我只是不喜欢你不需要我载的时候就不会来找我这样，要我载的时候就才来找我，对不起，我真的不喜欢这样，你让我感觉到我真的好想被利用这样，你永远都是这样，永远认为自己是对的，别人说的都是错，你重来就不会想想别人为什么这么想，这么说，你只是认为别人说了令你生气的话你就生气了。算了，我真的不想再解释了，我不求别人相信我，我自己问心无愧就好。你可以不理我，那就继续这样，因为我真的受够了。以前也这样，现在也是这样。我还以为我之前打给你的那些东西，你会开始领悟,原来你还是一样。虽然我对你感觉犹在，但是那感觉已经逐渐地在慢慢变质了。